Jennifer Lopez didn’t want to file for divorce from Ben Affleck but didn’t feel she had a choice, a source told People Magazine. “This has been one of the hardest years for Jennifer,” the source told People in an October 11 story.

Earlier this week, J.Lo broke her official silence on the breakup in a chat with Nikki Glaser for Interview, in which she said that she learned "You have to be complete, if you want something that’s more complete. You have to be good on your own."

Jennifer Lopez is reportedly "grateful" for the memories she shared with Ben Affleck over the course of their two-year marriage.